What do I have to do?

This blog seems my personal diary. It doesn't matter. Although I have no photos in the previous posts, I don't care. I write just to share my thoughts and to brush up my writing skill. It is different when you see your writing on browser than on the paper.

Time is moving so fast. Like a blink. Last time I remember when it was in March. Now it is already in July. Gosh! What have I done so far? I want to further my study. Since I have no money, I cannot fulfill my wish.

I have been hoping that Allah will give me money to further study. I really love studying. Ya Allah, please help me.

Thru my window

This is my life. I love it

Grade 41 exam

Hi all, I have been waiting to write in this blog, but since I am very busy with my work, plus the internet connection is always sucks, I seldom get the chance.

This Saturday I will sit for a written exam, that is Grade 41 exam. This exam is for those who had applied a position in government sector. Literally, it is for degree holder applicants.

Now I am studying and revising  the things I have learnt during in school. It is somehow depressing because the pressure to succeed in the exam.

I had applied for leave from my boss. I take two days leave from Friday until Saturday. The exam will be held in my hometown, Ipoh, perak. So that is why I need two days leave since I am in KL now.

I am facing many choices in my life now. Do I have to further study in Master level or just wait for the job in public sector? The most important thing is I want to get out from this house. I hate the rats, cockroaches and the cat's crap. I just want to live alone. I just want a happy life.Oh Allah, please show me the way.

Inspiring words

At my workplace, I stumbled onto these words

The future does not happen, it is created

I love it. It does teach me to work on something myself. Not just sit and let it happen by itself. Surely it won't happen. And future or success does not come to us. It is not a miracle. It is reality.

Is it too hard to get a job?

The answer is, no. But that is my view only. I've experienced it, so I can say it.

With the degree that I have ( Bachelor of Science ) and the ability to speak and write in English, it is not hard actually to get a job in education line. Moreover, Science and Mathematics subjects are in English now. Wherever I went interview, I got the job. But then, I looked to the salary.

Certainly, I chose the job that pay me the highest. But basically, they pay the same. Nobody will pay you too much in education sector. Only government can afford it.

When it comes to comparing the salary you get with your friend, we cannot do that. It is not that you are not as good as them because your salary is lower, but who your employer is? Do they manage to pay you high?

Marketing field is not easy

During my first venture into marketing, I believe I can make money in this career. But all seems simple is very difficult. The college;s name is Legenda College. The college can be said as an established college because it has not ride on any home store, but they have their own area of 31 hectares. Field studies that are offered at the college made me believed that I can build my career there.

But the reason why I quitted was because of the discrimination to the employees. My boss is a man. He never paid attention to me or other women who were not said to have good outlook. Those who has pretty face would easily get his attention whether they did good job or not.

jobs....

My experiences in searching job after completing my study is quite difficult.

I began by working as a teacher in religious primary school near my home. I worked for two months only because substituting teachers on maternity leave.

Then I sit at home without doing anything. I really like the situation because I could watch my favorite program on television.

But at the same time, I still seeking for jobs.

I then called to attend an interview in a private college as an education facilitator.

Actually it was a marketing executive position. The job had no salary. Only depend on the commission if successful in bringing students to register at the college.